Sunday, February 24, 2008 ()
SiawShi @ 7:49 PM / comment (0)
Why?Why?Why?
So Many Why.
Why Am I Always Facing So Many Problems And Stress!!!!!
Argh!!!!!So Vexed Yet So Depressed.
I Need Space,I Need To Escape From This Hectic World.
Why Can't I Have My Own Wishes,My Own Space,My Own Authority,My Own Dream,My Things which goes my way.
I Am Not Asking For More.Ever Since I Learn To grow Up To here I Am Now,Problems After Problems came In.I Am Tired.I Need Time To Rest.
Now,The Problems Is That JAE.About 2 Months Ago,Is The O-Level Period,Stress After Stress.About 2 Weeks Ago,Is the knowing of the 'O-Level' Results And The Choosing Of The 12 Courses And Poly/MI/JC.Before these,is the heavy workload and gaining of new experience and the endless work to do in my work-place.I need r est,really.
I want myself back,i don't want to be acting and i hate people to act infront of me,i don't want to be the someone whom i don't even know who myself are.
Feel So Much Better After saying all this out,I may look strong and cheerful but in actual I Am Not.I Am Rather More Fragile.One who Will Cry Secretly In The Middle Of The Night.I Need Protection SomeTimes.Not One Who Always Protect Ones.
Well.....I May Have Suffer From Some Depression Which Makes Me Type All this crap and nonsense Out.Ignore If Ur Find This Blog Boring.
OK!!!!!I know that time will not stop,it will continue and continue going on.
I Will Pick Myself Up Again.Challenges Are what we will definitely face in this world.
I will not let anything block/stop or knock my way out.I will pull myself out.I will work harder.
I Will.I Will.I Will.I Will.
Hahax.....=)
I Know That I Must Learn To Be More Independent.I Know That I Must Grow Up.I Know That I Must Start To Do Things And Accept The Fate.I Know I Must.But In the meantime,i need support too.
From Now I will stand up right and do the right things.WhatEver Others Can Do,I,Chai Siaw Shi Can Also Do As Well.I Will Proved Myself Right!!!!!
The longer u put things off,the longer u will get to your personal finishing line.