Saturday, August 7, 2010 (random.)
SiawShi @ 2:25 AM / comment (0)
I know I am random here. It's 2 plus. Crazy me. I know I am mentally and physically tired. But I just don't have the mood to go to sleep.
No idea why I am still awake right now. Friends ask me why I haven't sleep. I thought them no mood and they shoot me say sleep where got need mood one. But seriously when u feel the same u will know it too.
I just had no mood for anything. Really.
Even though I told myself hundreds or even millions of time some courage and pros words I still feel haiz........ And tears started.
Even though it isn't a big issue after all lah. But it affect me. Disheartening and a blow on me!
Well. Thinking of whether to upload this post. Coz I scared offence people? But I have no meaning plus after all blog is where I show my unhappiness. :(((((((
I need a corner for myself.
I need to chill.
I want to scream out loud.
I want to eat ice-cream.
I need to change myself.